Saturday, November 28, 2009
blog revival!
tag replies!
jingyi: HAHA jingyi = noob pig? LOL
tyjiunn: totally! typical for an NSF to say that LOL
e-hui: you can pray and hope that your broadband keeps screwing up? HAHA
valeriee: omgwth pls if i take econs in uni then uhh i'll tell you and you can laugh at me. wait long long!
e-hui: no lo! not even one week yet!
ahahahaha been busy playing and enjoying life until i got no time to even post HAHA! but really the past few days have been totally awesome, in total stark contrast to the weeks before.
tuesday. had this immense sense of relief and joy that i was finally going to be playing something properly and wholeheartedly since a long time ago. soccer with 6N was totally awesome! but uh i've like totally lost my touch for sports >< freaking missed 3 easy opportunities but 2 were difficult volleys.. at least i scored one and tackled lots lots more. wahahaha and i succeeded doing a sliding tackle =DD but my leg nearly got crushed in the process ouch.
but haix. i'm really envious of their class. it's not the first time i wished i could be in their class instead. but then if that was the case, i wouldn't have been in frisbee already coz there wont be a jonquek to ask me to join liao. i'm fine with my class girls. but there's really like zero things i can talk about to the guys, seeing that the stuff they talk about are either senseless, disturbing, moronic or brainless which really pisses me off sometimes. the more i interact with the 6N guys, the more i'm jealous >< aye oh well, this is what makes me appreciate frisbee people more! LOL
went back to training on wednesday. and i freaking got SUNBURNT. i peeled okay. my nose peeled on friday. wts. history in the making man. i can peel. then after training we went for a sort of random bonding session. at istana park. lol quite interesting la. but it's still quite apparent that the j1s and us aren't that bonded. after all it's more important that they themselves can bond better. nvm! let's try harder! we've got plenty of time =D
thursday rocked most! =DDD woke up earlier than usual to go see my sis' PSLE score. 250!!! omg haha beyond our expectations. so everyone was very happy! my sis even cried lol. totally reminded me of myself when i was p6. i cried too lol coz my score was beyond all our wildest dreams. so yep now she's choosing between cedar and stnicks. and i'm voting for cedar coz their uniform totally rocks! somehow i don't like pinafores. contrary to my two sisters. but they still agree that cedar's uniform is nicer anyway! but hmm cedar is really ulu though.
anyway went for frisbee outing after my visit back to my pri sch =DD board games at mind's cafe! totally rocks laaaaaaaa!!! best of which were BACKSEAT DRAWING and SITTING DUCKS (not sizzling ducks la lily HAHAHAHAHA)!!! i actually won sitting ducks amazingly!! so unfair to play against 3 girls who keep helping each other LOL. but somehow i beat zy in the grand finals thanks to RESURRECTION ROARRRR!
and backseat drawing was totally epic. i volunteered to be the "gamemaster" coz it's totally hilarious to watch them draw stuff. had lots of fun choosing interesting words for them to draw and omg zelia and lily were like imba at the game omg. especially lily omgwth. my theory is that she got the kid's brain to imagine even with lousy drawing that were totally off from the real thing. which was why she couldn't guess the fork when it was too well-drawn HAHAHAHA.
plus there were 2 epic exchange of words between jonquek and lincoln, absolutely hilarious HAHA!
Convo 1. can't rmb what they were trying to draw
lincoln: "draw a circle then sharpen the tips!"
jonquek: "ehhh wtf a circle has no tips!"
Convo 2. jonquek trying to draw a BUTTON under lincoln's desperate guidance.
jonquek: *draws two circles in a bigger circle and a stickman*
lincoln: *trying to get his team to guess it's a button and points towards the stickman* "it's on your torso!!"
jonquek: "what?! your neh ah!"
epic win. mind's cafe is a great place to go! other than the fact that you have to pay but hmm, it's kinda worth it isn't it!
and i bought my prom stuff already!!! WOOTS! no spoilers! but you can pretend that i bought pink shirt, pink pants, pink-purple checkered tie and purple blazers. and it's really really sharp pink. =D
and the trip home on thursday was nice too! all in all, thursday was the happiest day i've had for quite some time =DD
but for now, perhaps it's time to finish my rjc physics paper 1. it's the last lap, shan't give up now!
ranted @ 4:50 PMSi Jie-
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
woots!
i've been playing too much to have time to properly update. shall uh post properly soon i hope.
meanwhile, i need to get some sleep for tomorrow. the first time wearing cleats since.................. ah i can't remember. woots!
ranted @ 11:17 PMSi Jie-
Friday, November 20, 2009
this is goodbye my friend, i won't miss you!
tag replies.
ksiong: haha hi there! hmm i dunno... but i suppose luck could be based on your performance for all the past block tests and prelims? i'm still screwed then ><
sean: HAHA yeah! i think so too. coz he's from SMTP i think. derek's my stjohn junior who is his friend in the facebook album lol
okay. so. hmm. econs is over?
YEAH ECONS IS OVER! =D
the initial highness of it all ending.. i yelled and screamed and jumped around. it was like a really really heavy burden being lifted off my chest. i was grinning and grinning as the CPE said pens down. it has been horrendously miserable dealing with it, but i suppose i've come this far.
you people don't know how much harm econs did to me. many things unsaid, but they still happened. like for one, i realised, and so have my parents, that ever since As started, my appetite has gotten worse and worse. back in j1, when my weight gain plan was ongoing, i had 2 lunches a day. today, i finished half my plate of hokkien mee and dumped the rest. just now, i took 1 hour to sit there and tried to finish my dinner. i couldn't. gave up trying anyway..
i don't know.. i suppose the stress of it all has really gotten to me. particularly, or rather, probably econs was the only cause of it. it wasn't so much of juggling all 5 subjects, but mainly the really horrible feeling of seeing the disappointment in their eyes.
and i don't seem to be hungry. i could have gone without a meal all day and i think i would still feel the same as i'm feeling now. i desperately need to find my appetite back. or all that hard work in gaining weight in j1 would have gone to waste. and they might just throw me into PES C for being too underweight, oh no!
ack. and now that i really accept that econs is over, the initial exultation isn't there anymore. i even feel somewhat weird, lost, like something's missing from my life. i suppose all i felt just now after the paper was relief, but it doesn't feel like happiness o.o now this is really weird...
plus i wanted to play fifa when i came home. but i still haven't touched it. mainly thanks to the 60+ mins i spent trying to finish an impossible task. ahhh i'm so going to shrink into oblivion with my appetite these days...
maybe lots of sleep will help stuff. sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep rocks!
ranted @ 11:00 PMSi Jie-
Thursday, November 19, 2009
you've got to love this pict.
sorry i haven't been replying tags coz i didnt really have the mood to.. so here they come now!
tag replies!
pacs: wah lau eh. you also like that! and it's not weird what! go little india see see la you!
jingyi: o.o my posts where got so amusing!!
zhiyang: coughcough that's not the only spot that isn't black can.
i only boast about that part coz other parts not appropriate to boast about.e: o.o lol thanks
jingyi: nvm.. look forward to tmr!! =DD
yiding: haha oh yeah i just hope central problem of uconomics don't come out!
e-hui: where got swear! it was kept clean lo.
today marks the coolest day in bukit timah history. at least since i knew bukit timah. more phenomenal than the virtually non-existent meteor showers!!!
presenting to you..........
the caption on facebook: one small step for man, a giant leap for mankind.
courtesy of someone called clement lee. imba funny la!!
but i wouldn't mind it flooding for every paper like that as long as i find the paper as manageable as today's!
talk about confidence boosting =D
i'll step on econs tmr! LET'S OWN IT.
ranted @ 10:24 PMSi Jie-
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Unicons
to hell with the loser f***-ed up me who believed that mugging for 2 months of the same thing will churn out results.
i might as well have been playing frisbee for these 2 months.
this effing sucks big time.
ranted @ 9:20 PMSi Jie-
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
BCDEcons
how would you feel if you're aiming for a grade that you've never achieved in any tests or exams in your entire course of studying?
how would you feel if you sacrificed like every single subject in the prelims for a subject which you mugged and mugged and mugged so hard for and still failed?
how would you feel if you're taking that subject's paper tomorrow, worth 60%, knowing all the above statistics?
i don't know. all i know that i've improved beyond recognition (i hope) in the past 1 month. if the me one month ago was taking A lvls econs the next day, it'd be a sure fail. but now, at least i have faith and i have hope.
but still, that squirmy and nervy feeling is back again... ><
nonetheless, i won't give up writing until i really have nothing to write. because this is what i've been studying for for the past 2 months. and probably really the only thing i've studied for...
jiayou sijie. it's do-or-die time.
ranted @ 11:19 PMSi Jie-
Saturday, November 14, 2009
WEIRD.
tag replies!
e-hui: eh? i wasn't high la. just trying to boost everyone =D and myself!
jingyi: LOL at which one?
tyjiunn: it's actually just 7 individual days =P
jianle: HAHA yeah! i got a shock LOL. but it's cool la!
and if you haven't realised............. WE ARE 5/12 DONE WITH A LEVELS!!! well, at least for the ppl who take the same combi as me =DD 7 papers left. 2 of which are econs. argh. but come on people, time fries and we'll be done with this shit soon! MUAHAHAHAHAHA frisbee here i come!!!! (soon)
was just thinking before i fell asleep last night (and gosh i slept a hell lot, and i could have slept more if not for my father making a ruckus out of a call in my room zzzzzz), that how do we say that one person is weird or not. an idea sparked by recent discussion on some ppl.. but anyway, how is it that we actually group together to discuss somebody/anybody, and say that this person is weird. coz he does this this this and we don't. coz he's like this this this and we're not. i suppose it's part of human nature to have this mentality to talk about how this person is weird etc.
have you ever thought that it's only because "weird" has been defined by us as what ppl do that is unusual? like let's say, if everyone does this, then it's not weird. and if only one person behaves this way and others don't, he's weird.
since everyone is different, there's bound to be something each and every one of us does that is different or "weird". and idk, it seems unfair that some people are labeled weird because they have MORE unusual behaviour than others. or perhaps, because they don't bother moulding themselves to fit what is socially deemed as NOT WEIRD. obviously i'm guilty of that too, coz ren bu shi shen, ren will fan cuo one.
so going by what i said, shouldn't the "weird" people be respected for their courage to not be afraid of being "weird"? haha idk. i'll probably still be guilty of saying ppl are weird even after this post.
the interesting thing is, try thinking about all the "weird" people grouping together discussing about you yourself, what would they say is weird about you? haha this is interesting. so people,
WHAT IS WEIRD ABOUT ME? DISCUSS. [25]
ranted @ 12:55 PMSi Jie-
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
SPEAK OF THE DEVIL 3.
tag reply.
e-hui: o.o that's not the point!!
aha my post title sounds like a movie. but actually, it isn't.
but then again, the story plot is good enough to become one. HA! =P
ooooooooooooooooh. i am 1/4 done with A levels. COME ON MAN! it'll be 1/3 down tmr! ROARRRRRR!!!
ranted @ 10:45 PMSi Jie-
